Amazing Grace
Scorning “sin” and “guilt” as outdated concepts, our society tells us to make up our own moral code. We effectively choose our own morals whenever we sin. When we come clean with God, he forgives our sin and restores our joy.
A David psalm.
1 How blessed the one
whose rebellion is forgiven
whose sin is covered.
2 How blessed the one YHWH imputes no guilt to
whose spirit is without duplicity.
3 When I kept silent, my bones wasted away
from my groaning all day long.
4 Day and night your hand lay heavy on me
sapping my vigor as in summer’s drought. Selah
5 When I admitted my sin to you
and stopped covering up my guilt, I said:
“I’ll confess my sins to YHWH.”
And you forgave my sins.
6 That’s why everyone committed to you
should pray to you while they can.
Then when the storm breaks
the floodwaters won’t reach them.
7 You’re my shelter
protecting me till all danger is past
and filling my ears with joyful cries of rescue.
8 “I’ll teach you and show you the way to take.
I’ll lovingly guide you
with my eye on you.”
9 So don’t be a senseless horse or mule
that won’t come near and submit
without bit and bridle.
10 What troubles await
those who rebel against God!
But unrelenting love
surrounds all who trust in YHWH.
11 So, rejoice in YHWH
you who trust and obey him!
Shout for joy
all you who seek to live right!

God created us as not automatons to obey him perfectly, but rather individuals to know the freedom essential to loving him. He never forces himself—or the freedom he brings—on anyone. God’s people, his prophets and teachers included, often fail him. This psalm, St. Augustine’s favorite, presents the right way and the wrong way to manage guilt.
Sin’s false freedom brings guilt, which we instinctively repress, only then for it to eat away at us. David doesn’t tell us which sins he’s talking about here, but the way he describes his hiding and then confessing them fits his Bathsheba-Uriah episode very well. He finally abandons the false freedom his sins brought him by acknowledging them freely to God and casting himself on God’s mercy. And when he does, God instantly restores him to true freedom by removing his guilt and covering his sins.
True freedom comes with a readiness to listen, trust, and obey that complements God’s promise to guide and protect us in the path of submission. David urges us not to be asinine, obeying only when we’re forced to. Such rebellion leads to endless trouble, while freely embracing God and his way leads us to experience his unfailing love. In other psalms, David celebrates God’s having rescued him from external enemies. The forgiveness and freedom that love brings are cause for no less joyful celebration.
Prayer:
More than just correct behavior, Lord, you want my heart. How amazing that you’d risk losing me to false freedom and so freely forgive when I repent of my sin, all to make love possible for me. How can I withhold my love from a God who so willingly died to cover my sin? Amen.
In your free moments today, pray these words:
You’re my shelter
protecting me till all danger is past
and filling my ears with joyful cries of rescue.