Out of the depths
As today, many believers in the psalmist’s day saw God as harsh and judgmental. This psalm corrects both that error and its opposite, that God’s grace licenses spiritual carelessness.
A song of ascents.
1 Out of the depths
I cry to you, YHWH!
2 Hear my pleas for help, Lord—
tune your ear to my voice!
3 If you held onto our sins, YHWH
who would be left standing, Lord?
4 But you forgive us
so that you may be revered.
5 I’m waiting for YHWH—
waiting for him, heart and soul.
I’ve put my hope in his word.
6 I wait for the Lord
more than sentries wait for the dawn
more than sentries wait for the dawn.
7 Israel, wait for YHWH
because his love never fails
and his redemption is abundant.
8 He will redeem his people Israel
from all their sins.
Like Jonah in the fish and the Israelites crossing the sea, the psalmist* cries for God’s mercy, overwhelmed by the depths’ threatening chaos. She knows her sins call for divine judgment, but she points to the twin facts that she’s no different from anyone else in that regard and God’s grace doesn’t let our sins get in the way of his redemption.* Indeed, that’s what his redemption is all about.
On the other hand, we could easily think God’s readiness to forgive licenses us to do whatever we like. But the psalmist says it’s not that way: God forgives us to transform us, so we’ll reverently bow in worship and live to please him. God’s grace doesn’t leave us unchanged.
But for all her theological clarity, the psalmist is still in the depths, desperately needing God. She doesn’t precisely detail what she’s up against or where her sins have put her, and her imprecision allows us to read our greatest challenges in here. She longs for the least glimmer of God’s rescue, like a sentry longs for the faintest glow in the eastern sky heralding the dawn. She concludes by calling Israel to wait, even as she does. Because God’s gracious invitation is wide open, his love never fails, and his redemption is more than enough to ransom the entire nation from all its sins.
Prayer:
Lost without you, Jesus, I seek your forgiveness and rescue, on the basis of your faithfulness, not mine. Your love never fails. Your grace is more than sufficient for all your people. I hope in your promise and wait for your redemption. Have mercy on me and redeem your people, I pray. Amen.
In your free moments today, pray these words:
If you held onto our sins, YHWH
who would be left standing, Lord?
But you forgive us
so that you may be revered.
* I imagine the psalmist here as a woman of faith, like Miriam, Deborah, Hanna, or the Virgin Mary (see further: Who wrote the psalms?).