Amazing Grace
Scorning “sin” and “guilt” as outdated concepts, our society tells us to make up our own moral code. David effectively operated like that for a while till he came clean with the God who longs to forgive and restore our joy.
A David psalm.
1 How blessed the person
whose rebellion is forgiven—
totally erased from God’s ledger!
2 How blessed the person
whose guilt YHWH doesn’t count against them!
With no reason to hide
their spirit is open and unafraid before him.
3 When I bottled up my sins inside me
they gnawed on my bones
through the endless groan of each long day.
4 Your hand lay heavy on me day and night
sapping my strength like summer’s searing heat.
5 Then I admitted my sin to you
and stopped hiding my guilt, saying to myself:
“It’s time to confess my rebellion to YHWH.”
So I blurted everything out
and you instantly removed my guilt
and forgave my sin.
6 That’s why everyone committed to you
should pray to you while they can.
Then when the storm breaks
the floodwaters won’t reach them.
7 You’re my shelter
protecting me till all danger is past
and filling my ears with joyful cries of rescue.
8 “I’ll teach you and show you the way to take.
I’ll lovingly guide you
with my eye on you.”
9 So don’t be a senseless horse or mule
that won’t come near and submit
without bit and bridle.
10 What troubles await
those who rebel against God!
But unrelenting love
surrounds all who trust in YHWH.
11 So, rejoice in YHWH
you who trust and obey him!
Shout for joy
all you who seek to live right!
God created us as not automatons to obey him perfectly, but rather individuals to know the freedom essential to loving him. He never forces himself—or the freedom he brings—on anyone. God’s people, his prophets and teachers included, often fail him. This psalm, St. Augustine’s favorite, presents the right way and the wrong way to manage guilt.
Sin’s false freedom brings guilt, which we instinctively repress, only then for it to eat away at us. David doesn’t tell us which sins he’s talking about here, but the way he describes his hiding and then confessing them fits his Bathsheba-Uriah episode very well. He finally abandons the false freedom his sins brought him by acknowledging them freely to God and casting himself on God’s mercy. And when he does, God instantly restores him to true freedom by removing his guilt and covering his sins.
True freedom comes with a readiness to listen, trust, and obey that complements God’s promise to guide and protect us in the path of submission. David urges us not to be asinine, obeying only when we’re forced to. Such rebellion leads to endless trouble, while freely embracing God and his way leads us to experience his unfailing love. In other psalms, David celebrates God’s having rescued him from external enemies. The forgiveness and freedom that love brings are cause for no less joyful celebration.
Prayer:
More than just correct behavior, Lord, you want my heart. How amazing that you’d risk losing me to false freedom and so freely forgive when I repent of my sin, all to make love possible for me. How can I withhold my love from a God who so willingly died to cover my sin? Amen.
In your free moments today, pray these words:
You’re my shelter
protecting me till all danger is past
and filling my ears with joyful cries of rescue.