Plea for light in the dark
Who hasn’t felt disappointed with God when falsely accused or otherwise mistreated? But instead of pulling away and closing our heart to him, this is when we must cry out to him all the more.
1 Declare me innocent, O God!
Take up my cause and save me
from these faithless, lying people.
2 For you alone are my God, my stronghold.
Why have you discarded me?
Why must I tramp about in gloom
harassed by my enemies?
3 Send out your light and your truth
to guide me.
Let them lead me back
to the holy hill where you live.
4 There I’ll go to the altar of God
my joy and delight
and praise you with the lyre
O God, my God!
5 Why are you so downcast, my soul?
Why in such turmoil?
Hope in God!
I will yet praise him
for coming to my rescue—
being my God.
Taking this psalm as the conclusion of Psalm 42, we know the psalmist is running scared, falsely accused, misrepresented, harassed, alone. Supremely confident in themselves, his enemies revile him for thinking God cares about him. He’s exhausted not just physically, but emotionally too. Depressed.
But though he’s stumbling in the dark, he knows three vital truths: that God alone can vindicate him, God is his only hope and the source of his deepest joy, and this saga is far less about his need to escape his pursuers than to find rest in God. He’s known the sweetness of that rest before. So one good thing this ordeal has brought him is a deep longing to rediscover the joy of God’s embrace.
Yet finding our way back to God is never just up to him. We must ask him to send out his light and truth to guide us home, and then follow them through the wilderness, like the pillar of cloud and fire led the Israelites. So the psalmist alternately pours out his heart to God in prayer and returns his focus from the storm he’s in to the God who has always rescued poor storm-tossed sinners.
Swallowed by my darkness, Lord, I seek no light but yours. You alone can guide me home. So please pierce my darkness with your truth and light. Release me from every falsehood, whether made by others or by me. Let me know once more the rest and joy of your embrace. Amen.
In your free moments today, pray this prayer:
Send out your light and your truth
to guide me.
Let them lead me back
to the holy hill where you live.